I need help!! Can someone please read and ess...?

Hmmm, you said you were smart, so quit thinking with your heart. You know as well as anyone who reads your post he won't change and will probably get worse as he gets older. You could also look at it this way: You already know what to do you're just searching for reasons not too. Good luck and make the right decision for your life. Remember the purpose of life is to have a life of purpose, is your purpose to be stuck in a bad relationship or to be a better person? It's all about life choices, think and make the right ones!